hello world! it has been a while, not alot new in my life right now...going to class, some of which have started kickin' my butt, i'll manage though!

all in all, life is good...it feels like there is something impotant missing but i can't pin-point it. i have a great friend who told me that knowing what lies ahead and knowing what to expect takes all the mystery and therefore, the fun, out of life...

When we are in the midst of pain and suffering, it is pointless for others to speak of mercy, or give sage advice about how things are for the best, or even that it will get better. Because, who knows? Perhaps it will, perhaps it won't. It is not within our ability or scope to know these kinds of answers in any definitive way...thats where the magical "could be" comes in...

we all have bad days and we wish we could just know how everything was going to end up but we must just remember that no matter what happens, we must go on and take what happens in stide and just say tomorrow...could be...

 i don't really stay in touch with many of you so you should all comment and tell me how your lives are going these days...i love you all, never forget that!!

.................see ya on the flip side